Quakers Hill there has to be a few trolley poles lying around:lol:

:lol:

Worst: Probably just burned the only girl that ive ever loved. Thought id send her a text telling her exactly how I feel, heat of the moment sort of thing. :( Told her being 'just friends' wont work. She thought I was kidding. Told her I wasnt kidding, a little too well... I hope for her sake it didnt/doesnt hurt a bit but I cant imagine she read it and was unmoved. :(

442 has always been the best psychological release.

If not an axe or heave duty hammer works well to get one off the trolley:lol: :lol:

:lol: I'll keep it in mind :p

DUDE!!!!
There is definately no "best" in there anywhere......
Hope it turns out how you want it to. Been there before.

Meh. Im almost too tired to care at the moment. It could be awkward seeing her tomorrow though cause she hasnt replied... after 5 hours...
Ah well who knows, I could end up marrying her. We've been up and down for YEARS. :roll: Our 'relationship' has already ended 3 times.

Fuck, this is epicly reminiscent of something I was involved in a few years ago.

Even if it comes to an end and you are heartbroken, in the end you turn out before it, as long as you learn from the experience. Mistakes, things you could do better.

If you are a wiser man after coming out of an experience, know matter how painful, at least you have made it worth something.

This.

Trust me. :lol:

:lol: Yeah, Avy knows the deal :P. I was his therapist :P

Best: Saw my brother graduate uni.
Best: Watching the nervous graduates knowing that they had to tip their hat to the chancellor but they forgot when they were meant to do it.
Worst: The musical interlude they had in the middle of the ceremony.
Worst: The ceremony took for ever

Best: Good report.
Best: Pizza night tonight for work.
Best: SFC Fan Day tomorrow. Get to see Cole again :P
Worst: Soo much homework/assessments.

Yeah I realised that I was learning stuff yesterday. Ive never been this open about my feelings with anyone in real life as I have been in this last week. I learned how much she actually did/does care and as much as I tend to think im doing all the suffering, I know that she must be feeling SOMETHING.
Its an amazingly hard decision to tell the girl you love (?) you cant be friends with her and you dont want to talk to her again. I could easily turn back and apologise and be 'just friends' but I remember last time I did do that and just felt so depressed not being able to have the kind of relationship I wanted with her.


Best: I dont have to wake up tomorrow morning.
Worst: I feel a little out of place. I dont care about anyone I hang around with and im cutting off the people I do care about. Quite lonely...
Worst: My hopes of a 90+ ATAR are dwindling due to crap english SAC performances of late. My VCE has gone from a search and rescue to a recovery mission.

Jesus. I dont want to turn the forum into Dr Phil, but this is precisely the situation I was in. EXACTLY the same.
I wanted to be with her for a while, and we finally went out after a while but only lasted 2months before she broke up with me. After I got over the whole 'devastated' phase and tried to get back into being friends it was so difficult because she just couldn't see how hard it was for me, because I still cared for her as more than a friend. She got over it really easy, and she didn't feel as strongly for me as I did for her.

I ended up acting like a real dick because it annoyed me she couldn't see that I couldn't just be friends again and we didn't speak for a long time... we would then reconcile and be friends again but then fight over the same stuff. Fights went on for months.

The only was it was solved is because I left the school and didn't have to see her for a while which gave me time to get over it.
But I learnt a lot from that and it has saved me from making similar mistakes in numerous situations since then. As much as it killed me at the time, it has made me such a better person now.

I know exactly how you feel - but I don't really know the answer, because there kind of is none. You just have to understand you cant run away from your pain. Just accept it, let it wash over you. Don't act tough, don't try to pretend it's cool. Don't tell her it's cool.

I know you probably keep trying to convince yourself there is some way it will work, some way it can work. It can't. Not now. You have to understand that, and maintaining any slight hopes of anything otherwise will only do damage.

/therapist.

Should we create a therapy thread? Or just give imno a spot on national television?
Best: Japanese exchange student is here
Best: 30STM concert tomorrow night
Worst: Got an avalanche of homework. Typical

Edited by benjo: 23/7/2010 11:37:34 PM

worst: FUCKING GUTTED!

we lost the semi-final 3-2, we went 3-0 down then came back to 3-2 and in the last minute of the match i saw the worst desiscion ever made by a ref ever. on of our strikers was sent through in the box and was bodychecked of the ball by the defender, got all of the man none of the ball, blatant penalty, fucking blatant, but no, we lost 3-2, to make matters worse i played my worst game of the season, coach needs to realise i hate playing on the left, he needs to use me on the right.

Best: It's Saturday
Best: Football festival tomorrow
Worst: Finding out my 2 best players will be out for our do or die semi tomorrow leaving us with only 9 players.

Best: Bill Bailey tonight :):):):):)
Worst: 4 assessments due by Wednesday

Best: Going Tasmania soon.
Best: Work. It's actually quite fun, and very easy money.
Worst: Still have no phone, and won't get one today.

best: getting 1,296 for my tax return
worst: waiting for a week til it appears in my account
best: got the unit
best: moving in withtin two weeks
worst: needing the bond money by tuesday!!

Best: Played pretty good, and we drew 1-1 with third.
Worst: Their goal was a penalty, absolute joke. Took about two steps before throwing himself to the ground. BLATANT dive. Disgusting.

best:new arsenal top im copping
worst:same as old top but darker!!!
best:afl
worst:collingwood

The new Arsenal jersey is 10 times better than last seasons, and looks even better during a game.

im talking bout the new home jersey sc . the new yellow alterante is dope

Yeah the new home jersey is 10 times better than last seasons and looks even better during a game.

true im wearing last year home jersey !! i cant wait for the nw one to come and i might get a new alternate jersey

complete opposite of our penalty that wasn't given :cry:

Thank you the rapist. Sounds exactly like my situation.

I kinda sorta yaknow started talking to her AGAIN. I was feeling like shit and so I figured I may aswell feel like shit and still be friends with you than feel like shit and not be friends with you. I still think theres a small chance. False hope? Probably. (But then again why would she cry when I told her I couldnt be friends with her?) Im gonna chill though, see what happens. Try to PIC.
Chances are we could go our separate ways at the end of the year and end up just like your situation.

Im just wondering who else though would make me as happy. Every other girl is just second rate.





Best: Not doing anything tonight
Best: My internet is up to 100% again, I was on dialup all day because of usage.

Yeah keep PIC'ing it with her then go all out and win her with your MOTS.

Double post dere.

Edited by avy1990: 24/7/2010 10:29:47 PM